Thursday, September 22, 2011

Cought myself a big fat virus...

...and I´m not talking about a flu. ~__~

I actually wanted to make a post about a particular Gal-Sa in Japan, but during research I got virus attacked. My old granny labtop got down within some seconds.
Now the virus has got to be erased, and the whole system must be deleted and set up again. That´ll take some days probably...

Until then, I won´t have access to the internet unless my neighbour will let me use his PC (just like now). ^^"
So plz excuse if I can´t reply Emails or comments in a timely manner - and I won´t be able to write blog entrys, I guess. =(

Wish me luck! And have a great time! =)

It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

Monday, September 19, 2011

I rise, you fall.

Entry title stolen from Optimus Prime, the most AWESOME Autobot that ever rocked Cybertron. xD *geek mode off* (The past 2 weeks, there were Transformers 1 + 2 on TV - my favorite movies! >///<)

First of all, I wanna say thanks to all the people that cheered me up after my previous entry got posted. I`m so thankful for every little comment and message I got, you really cheered me up so much!
But neverthless, I´ve had a hard time the past 3 weeks for sure. ^^" ~ I´m just too sensitive, which makes even little incidents pump up to be giant disasters in my life.
To lump everything up, it´s just as Metatron posted in his comment on last entry:
"Problems are as big as you let them be."
So right!
I wish I could have taken that to heart from the first moment on, but I was just so blinded for the past weeks. =(
At least, now I know better - and I´ll try hard to keep that knowledge as a deep part of my heart, and for the rest of my life. I learned my lesson, I think.

A lot of people messaged me asking about what exactly happened, but due to my duty to keep professional discretion, I can´t tell a lot.
BUT: No, I didn´t accidentally kill any patient. xD" (Yes, somebody asked this question, too.) Nobody got hurt, and nothing got damaged or something like that. I didn´t loose my job, and I`m still a perfect/good grade student. I just got in conflict with my teachers due to my pronounced feeling of justice (maybe... too much of it). xD"

But to be honest... I failed in this little war. Our class will be split up, even though we were all getting along so well and working hard together. I found a lot of close friends in my class the past 2 years... they even accepted my unusual sense for fashion (which also includes Lolita, which is still really exotic in Germany), and never backstabbed me like I was used to it years ago.
That´s what still hurts me the most. Not beeing able to spend time with them every school day, but just meeting up during break times. I´ll be missing all of them so much! ;__;

I love you guys, stay the way you are! You all gave me so much hope and power the past 2 years, and especially the past 3 weeks! I had a gorgeous school live with you, and I loved to share experiences! Let´s all stay strong and work hard!

Next year, I`m going to be part of the student council. I wanna fight for all the students rights that come after us. Such an incident shall never happen again. (And finally I can make use of my overly pronounced feeling of justice! xD")
I rise, you fall.

Now that I´ve gotten over that issue in most parts, I can finally concentrate on the important things in life - building my 2011 autumn and winter wardrobe! lol (obviously kidding)

So, the color themes for this season are Bordeaux, Teal and Mustard, as far as I know! They´re all really edgy colors, I guess I gotta grow into that a bit, since I`m usually wearing pastels... BUT I so love all those Bordeaux colored garments already! So feminine and elegant!

My dream items for fall season, both from Yumetenbo:

Poncho cape with Leo collar
I´ve seen Satomin wearing a beige cape in the same style in January Ageha, and I couldn´t forget it until now. >///< I did always regret that I didn´t get one past season, so now I`m definately going for the red one now! Ò__O/

Fur topped boots with satin lacing
I´m a sucker for boots. xD"
I´ll go for the red ones, they´re LOVE. :´D

Yumetenbo is definately bringing up a lot of adorable items this season!
Their princess line is featuring tons of Retro Girly items, check them out here and here! Their style icon for this season is Audrey Hepburn, so adorable
Yumetenbo´s glamourous line does come up with a line of sophisticated and smoking hot clothes promoted by EGG model Yumachi! *__*

Liz Lisa is focussing on a "british girly" wardrobe right now, which contains a lot of cute tartan in darker colors - I´m sure most of you have seen the scans already! =D
Some of their pieces are absolutely adorable, but I still prefer their collections from last year. xD"

What are your trends for fall/winter 2011? Is there a MUST HAVE item for you? =)

Super hot Gennaro Underwear I just bought from lovely Claudia (photo taken by her)! :´D
Thanks a million, dear - I´m so happy!!! :´D
I´m so weak for fancy underwear with silly writings on the rubber band (Born to be wild)! xD"
It´s a very... "flashy" garment, I´d say. xD
You can´t escape, Binny (aka BF) - be warned! xD

It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Having a hard time...

I`m having some big problems with my job right now, so I´m feeling really bad... I had to face a giant issue on Monday, and I need to talk to my boss to try ot solve it. But she´s not around until next Monday... I`m suffering a lot, because there´s nothing I can do right now. My health is already influenced so badly, I can barely eat and sleep...

I wish everything will be turning out well on Monday... if not... I don´t know what to do then. My whole life will be going in a different direction then, how can I be able to deal with that...

Since there´s nothing I can do right now, I try to stay at least a tiny bit positive. I´m trying to distract myself as much as possible, but I mostly fail. ^^" <- *too sensitive*

But... I went shopping yesterday! =D
I was on a window-shopping tour last week, and I saw so many Gal basics and Gal-able winter clothes! *__*

There were gorgeous pieces like a leo-print fur vest and d.i.a style tops - but unfortunately they were only available in sizes L~XL, which is definately too big on me. =(

So I was stuck with some Gal basics, here´s what I got! =D

College jacketI didn´t get myself a ever-so-wanted College jacket yet, even though it was on Sale at H&M a while ago - they didn´t carry my size anymore. ;__;
But the wait was worth it, since I found this pink little cutie - I love it so much, it´s so cuddly, warm and cute! x3

Heavy destroyed pants
Recently I´m not wearing pants a lot (it´s just too warm. xD"), but when I saw this little baby, I knew I had to get it! *__*
I always wanted a extremely damaged Jeans, but I never found the perfect one since my legs are really wonky and huge - this pair of Jeans is so flattering due to the discoloring and stretch material, I LOVE it! :´D

Grey foxtail (faux fur)
Yes. I admit. I`m so lame. xD"
Foxtail was so trendy last year already, but I never got myself one. Now I found this one (34cm long!) on Sale! It´s not as fluffy and soft as I would have preferred, but it´s still okay. x3
I guess I´ll add some cute details (little chains or something) later!

I also found some photos on my PC that I forgot to post. o.O
I`m recently into Rokku style a lot! d.i.a is one of my fav. brands now! x3

Still failing at photography. lol
Just to show the eyemake, since you can barely see anything else. xD"
I´m wearing my new Princess Mimi lenses here, they´re adorable! I still think that the earlier series name, "Bambi", was a lot more suitable - those lenses give me the Bambi vibe a lot, since they´re more kind of a red-ish brown when worn!
I´m often wearing side-braids recently. =)

Excuse my wonky legs. ^^" I´m having a bit X-shaped legs since I was a little child, which is mostly visible on my knee area. ^^" (They´re bumping out a little)
I´m wearing my extensions, a leopard-printed romper by New Yorker´s, OVK-Boots by lovelyshoes, and a cardigan from H&M.
Not a perfect outfit, but I`m working on it - I´m on hunt for a d.i.a belt with lot´s of chains on it, it´ll go so well with such outfits! >///<

Obligatory webcam shots! xD"
(probably the last ones for loooong time, since my webcam is turning perfectly crazy now - it´s only taking blackxgreen photos now. <.< Dammit.)

I actually had my hair teased up, but it ended up looking quite weird in the overall look - just not matching well. o__o" So I ended up brushing it out again. xD"

Be well my sweethearts, I hope you´re all doing fine!
I wanna excuse myself if I´m not answering your comments/messages fast the next days, I`m just really down which makes me a bit unable to concentrate on writing... plz bear with me, and be sure I`ll get back to you! >///<

It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?