My heart is with all of you!

I got to know all the bad news about earthquake & tsunami after work today... and I was shocked (my body even started shaking) - fortunately, my sis was with me to calm me down.

I´ve got many friends in Japan and overseas, so my brain was rushed with sorrows. Meanwhile, I managed to contact most of my friends - thanks god, they´re doing pretty okay according to this situation.
The stories they told me are just beyond horrible, and far more serious then what german medias tell.
Mai chan: "It felt like an apokalypse movie, but this time it was reality"

I´ll try to reach the rest of my friends now, hopefully it´ll work out now.

I didn´t make a serious prayer for long time, but tonight I´ll pray for all of you, for your family´s, neighbours, and all the people you treasure. Please be well and be sure my thoughts are with you! (It might not help you at all, but still...)

H&M finds!

I´m doing quite bad now... so it was time for some window-shopping.

I found some random stuff on H&M that remembered me recent gal trends, and so decided to share it with you. =)


College jacket
(also sold in blue colorway)
Remembered me of one of Tsubasa´s latest coords so much! Mostly because of the big "M" emblem, I guess. xD"
This pic is taken from Universal Doll, check out this great Gyaru blog HERE! =3

The jacket definately has got the "school-girl" vibe, but I´m not sure if it´s as flattering as the light cardigan that Tsubasa is wearing - I didn´t see the jacket modeled yet, unfortunately. But might be a nice fit, I`ll definately try it on during my next visit at H&M! =)


Chunky high heeled clogs
(spring 2011 collection)
This style of shoes have already been famous amongst japanese Gals for about 1 year ago, if I remember right. Liz Lisa released a lot of shoes in this style - I´ve seen some with lace and flowers deco, and also some pairs with lovely fluffy fur! =)

By Liz Lisa, with cute flowers deco! x3
The style is almost the same - the H&M clogs just miss 2 fancy flower clips. =)


I´m not sure if this is new to you, but...
H&M is selling usamimi hairbands for quite a while already.
(You get a set of 2 usamimi. Those hairbands are also sold in grey colorways! ^^)
I got those two, they´re really cute!
But...
These usamimi are even cuter, don´t you agree? :´D
This lovely millefleur design is so sweet! Sold @ yumetenbo. =) (But they might be sold out already)


Thanks for reading! Have a great start into a new week (wishing you all a stress-less Monday! xD")!


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

P.S.: My exams went very well! I studied hard for it, and it was really worth all the effort. I`m feeling so relieved now. x3

Still alive!

Hey Sweety´s, how are you doing?
I hope you´re all doing great! x3

I`m so sorry for the lack of updates, but I have to work very hard recently. I`m having a super important practical exam on Thursday - I can´t even find words for how scared I am. ;__;
(Normally, I don´t have problems with exams. But this is an practical exam, so my teacher will watch every movement I make, and take notes until she´s out of paper to write on... no wonder I`m nervous. ;__;)

Still, I don´t want to abandon my blog perfectly. ;D

So just a quick update on my recent purchases, including Rose Toilette photos I owe for such long time already! ^^


My sweet Angelic Pretty Rose Toilette OP in mint ♥
I started crying happy tears when I unwrapped it first time. xD"
I just felt so overwhelmed, finally holding my lolita dream dress in my arms... such a good feeling!
It´s so pretty! Even prettier then I remembered it ♥


Rose Toilette Bonnet mint
I used to avoid Bonnets, since I thought they´ll make my face look even rounder then it already is... BUT. When I tried this baby on, I found out it really suits me! o////o I was so surprised, and even more happy that I bought this set! xD"


Close up of the Print
It´s so detailed, and so delicate! There are sparkles all over the print ~ but my favorites are the cute butterfly´s all over ♥


Hime Keitai deco case
Time to bling up my phone! xD
Haha, this case was actually a be-lated christmas present from my grandma - thank you so much, oma! (<- german for "granndma")
This case was custom made by gorgeous PinkyAnela, find her shop here! (<- But she´s currently doing NO custom orders, since she´s so busy! Just to mention. o.O)
I love the bling so much! *___* So many things on it that suit my lifestyle and preferences, like a little bottle of nailpolish, a crystallized Kitty, a big rose, a princess crown... ahhhw, I could stare at it for hours and still find new details to fall in love with! xD


Actually, that´s it for the purchases part. xD
I spent most of my money on furniture recently, since I didn´t feel comfortable with my bare appartment anymore. =/
As soon as I finished my mission "princess room", I´ll show you all. ;D


Last but not least ~ Proof that I`m still (more or less) alive.
But actually I`m looking like a ghost again (bad lightning. ~__~) ~ so maybe I´m more on the dead side now? xD"
I must admit, I was too lazy for eye make-up that day. =/
Actually I hate it a lot... I´m on this minimum styling trip right now, since I spend most time learning and working. Makes me so lazy when it comes to styling... which leads to making me feel uncomfortable. xD" It´ll be better after Thursday, I hope... ~_~


Thanks for reading, I´ll promise some more reasonable posts as soon as I`m not so busy anymore! xD"


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

Back to the roots! ♥

Long time no see! ^^" Sorry, I´ve been too busy again! =/

I realized I didn´t post photos for long time, so I got a huuuuge load of it now! x__X

I think I´ll start off with my lolita ones. =)
I still suck at taking photos (and I guess it´ll never change... xD"), so plz excuse the crap quality of some of them!


Coordination try - Rose Melody "Merry go Round" - pink x black
Be aware. Title does promise way too much. xD"

Well. Didn´t manage to take an outfit shot. XD"
And those webcam pics are so overblended, it´s a shame.
That´s really embarrassing... ^^"
But I wore Rose Melody´s "Merry go Round" Op in pink, no Adidas pants and hoodie, I swear! xD"
I wanted to show those photos anyways, because my eye make-up came out so nicely. x3
Note: platinum blonde wig + white wall in the background = looking like a ghost. o__o"
Btw., I´m wearing my beloved MA*RS headband! I so love the golden heart on the side! ♥


Same day - DoL "Melty Chocolate" - mint x brown

...taking a Pocky break. xD"
(Poor try to take a choco themed photo, I admit it! Dx)

Again, no full outfit shot. =/
I took the "Melty Choco" and "Merry go Round" photo on the same day, and light was simply crap in my room at that day. =/
Anyways. Did some promotion for a local bakery on that day, I gave sweets to passangers. xD" (That´s why I wore "Melty Chocolate", fit´s the theme! ^^)
Even though it was only a 2 hours or so job, I felt kind of uncomfortable. I´m actually too shy to talk to strangers, even though I mostly got positive comments about my appearance. ^^"
But since it was a paid job, I did my very best to cover up my shyness, and I think it worked out pretty well. Got lot´s of positive feedback and a huge package of my favorite choco-banana flakes from the bakery owner in the end! x3

Btw... kind of lol: I wore the wig in the wrong direction. The split is meant to be on the other side.
And stupid me always wondered why the wig isn´t looking as soft and poofy as usual... xD"
Evidence for how clumsy I am. xD"

My eye make-up that day!

Upper lashes = Dolly Wink No. 2, Sweet Girly
(LOVE THEM! But not as much as my Sweet Dolly ones. x3)
Lower lashes = Dolly Wink No. 7, Vivid Pop
(Very dramatic lashes! O__O" I still prefer the Baby Cute lowers.)

It´s still hard for me to draw the lower lashline. I mostly end up beeing way too far from the natural lashline, which looks simply horrible with the shape of my eyes. xD"
But I guess I did a good job this time!
(Btw. I also heard the trend goes from tare-eyes/hung down eyes to cat-eyes now. Kind of sad for me, since tare-eyes do immediately give me the Gal feeling when I see other girls/models pulling it off! =/)


Back to the roots!
After loooong time, trying gothic lolita again!
Rose Melody "Rosa Aroma Set" - black x white

And the beloved MA*RS headband again... xD
I got the feeling that this straight brown hair suits me better then the blonde I´m wearing right now... it´s very similiar to my natural haircolor as well! O__O"

Oh oh oh... should try to avoid this angle next time. xD"
Sorry for recklessly showing my nares. xD"

Yessss, finally a full body shot. xD"

Outfit rundown:
JSK = Rose Melody "Rosa Aroma Set"
Blouse = Bodyline (actually a Peter Pan collar blouse, but I love wearing it with high collar!)
Tights = Yumetenbo garter tights
Shoes = Bodyline + Yumetenbo shoeclips
Headband = MA*RS
Rose comb = JD replica
Accessory = offbrand

Ahhhw... I re-discovered my love for this style.
I started Lolita with wearing this style long ago, but then I hopped onto the Sweet Lolita train. xD"
I´ll definately go for more dark colors now, and try a Kuro Lolita outfit next! x3

Wore this outfit for a photoshooting, theme was: "Black Swan"
"Black Swan" is the name of a movie that just started beeing aired on german cinema´s yesterday! Very impressive and scary story, it´s about a ruthless ballet dancer! She´s so beautiful but yet so cruel... I really have to watch this movie as soon as possible! x3 You can get more info about the movie here!

As soon as I get the photos from the shooting, I`ll post them here! Finally some clear photos at my blog... yessss, the dream is about to come true. :´D

Eyemake that day:

(before I put on the wig... my natural hair is showing, sorry. xD")
The left side lashes slipped down low here, I fixed it right after I checked the photo! o.o (I won´t leave the house with such a look. xD")
Upper lashes: Dolly Wink No.1, Dolly Sweet
(My alltime favorites! ♥)
Lower lashes: Dolly Wink No.6, Baby Cute
(Best lower lashes I ever got ♥)
I tried to keep the eyes less dramatic, because I got the feeling... heavy gyaru style make-up and gothic lolita are not a perfect match. I rather wear it with sweet and dolly outfits. =)
But that´s just my taste. x3

Had so much fun that day, thanks to Tasha, Hanna and "Egon"! xD
I love you all, thanks for beeing great friends!

And since I`m already about to say thanks...
I wanna show gratefulness to all the wonderful people that write comments to my entry´s. ;__;
It feels so good to read your opinion on things, to hear that I helped you out a bit, or that you like this blog! You all make me so super happy every day, and encourage me to keep this blog running! Thanks to all of you so much!
And of course: Thanks to all the readers and followers as well! ^^

Enough of this post now, it´s far too big already. xD
I guess my Rose Toilette will arrive at my house tomorrow, so I guess my next post will be about this wonderful baby... xD"
So excited already! x3

Have a wonderful weekend girls! =D

It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

♥ My lolita dreams came true! ♥

Today... is a very very special day!
I managed to win an auction for my LOLITA DREAMDRESS, Angelic Pretty´s "Rose Toilette" OP in mint!!! ♥


Oh my god, I`m so happy! :´D
The Rose Toilette has always been the No. 1 on my personal Lolita wishlists, and I always thought I can never get this baby because it´s so rare. But now... now I can die peacefully. :´D
Plz bury me with that dress on. :´D


My new baby...
That photo doesn´t do this OP justice...
The stock photo is a bit clearer, but still... can´t catch all the beauty of this dress. :´DI´ve seen it worn by another lolita, and so I had the chance to view the print carefully... so gorgeous and elegant! A real princess dress!
I wanna wear it in hime lolita style, and combine it with my JD style rose mules and jewelry... haha, I don´t hold the dress in my arms yet - but I already have got so many coordination ideas! I`m so excited! xD

The auction did include the matching Rose Toilette bonnet, but again... the photo was poor quality. =/
So I searched for a better one on google, and found this beautiful photo taken by Hyenaurun!
Isn´t it wonderful? So flawless and elegant...
Actually I´ve always avoided wearing bonnets, since I guessed they won´t look flattering on me... but this bonnet is so sweet, I just have to give it a try now! ^///^


Can´t wait to hold this Set in my hands. :´D
Sorry for spamming, I`m just so happy today. xD" Couldn´t hold back writing a blog entry about this! x3


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

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A happy new year to all of you, and a special BIG thanks to all of my followers and comment writers!
♥ ♥ ♥




Without all of you, I might have already lost my interest in writing this blog... you guys encourage me a lot, thanks to all of you so much!

One of my goals for 2011 is making this blog more interesting, fashionable and funny - so... let´s do it! x3

Remembers me of this little vid:
TEPPEI KOIKE - "Do your best! ♥"
Isn´t he a sweety? :´D

♥ ♥ ♥
May 2011 be a great year full of love and happyness to all of you! =D
kisses!
♥ ♥ ♥


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

Hello Kitty wedding dress ♥

We all know: Hello Kitty is everywhere. XD
There are so many unusual Hello Kitty themed things up on the market, just like the Hello-Kitty-Chainsaw, the Hello-Kitty-Motorbike (wasn´t Paris Hilton doing Promo for it some years ago? I remember something like that... she incidentally started the bike on the red carpet - poor girl, she was looking so shocked! xD"), and never to forget, my kinky favorite: The Hello-Kitty-Vibrator. lol

Now I´ve found pics of Hello Kitty wedding gowns at this blog!
(Don´t get me wrong, I`m not going to get married... as far as I know. xD I got linked to this site when I was searching for Hello Kitty pics)

Look at those cute robes! :´D


Looks so elegant and sexy! *__*
The little Kitty deco isn´t that obvious on this dress, I really like that!
I´m in love with red wedding dresses - unfortunately, I`m not the type for it. xD


Ahhhhw... I like the heart patches, I admit! And silver x blue is always a plus!
But besides that... this dress looks very cheap unfortunately. More like Cosplay. =/


This dress remembers me of the ballet "Swan Lake" so much! o__o
The shape of the dress is wonderful, and the little Kitty angel is so cute!
But I don´t like the fluffy fur on this one, looks cheap. =/


...uhm. xD"
Okay. This one is simply ugly for my taste. XD"
Looks like a granny dress - just imagine it in dark and dirty green! x__X
Even the cute Kitty details can´t convince me. =/


My pink dream! :´D
I´ve always wanted to change gowns at my wedding - not only wearing a classical white wedding dress, but also something colorful. Of course, it has to be a pink dress! >////<
This ones just so super cute! The shape, the ruffles, rose details, Hello Kitty! xD
I definately want something like this... but maybe with more tiny bling deco (I want deco den details on my pink dress! >///<), and higher quality materials. o.O


What do you think of those dresses? Too much or too less? xD
Which one is your favorite?


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

♥ Black hime & lolita ♥

Recently, I´m very much into the darker styles of hime and lolita.
Seems I`m going back to my kuro lolita roots, somehow. o__o" (I started with this style long ago)

While pastel colored dresses are super cute and feminine, I think that black dresses are a lot more elegant and sexier.

I picked out my favorite examples of JD. x3

Classical hime cut of the dress!!
I love the big lace border on the bottom! ♥


The top of this dress looks less fiminine since it doesn´t give the boobs any shape... but still so cute!

THIS PRINT IS LOVE! ♥


Very cute bow details mixing up with plain black - simple but so stylish!

Such a simple cut of the dress, but still so flawless and elegant!
The skirt is falling so lovely and wide! ♥

And since i´m so in love with this style... I bought myself a new black lolita dress a while ago! x3
Check the shops images since my photo sucks. xD"

♥ PURE LOVE ♥
It´s such a great quality, and so elegant due to all the details!
It´s also very sexy since the dress features a corset top!
I`m going to wear it for both, kuro hime and kuro lolita - I already got so many coordination ideas, can´t wait to wear this baby out! x3

It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

Just a Quicky. ;D

Hope you all had a wonderful christmas holiday! x3

As for me... I got a christmas cookie overdoze now. I think I`m going to vomit if I see one more macaron. x__X
Time to head to the gym now! xD" <- not joking - that´s the reason why I`m only writing a Quicky now. ;D


BONUS PIC
My christmas presents! x3
Big big biiiig thanks to my family, nao chan, mai chan, yuya chan and Laurie! I love all of you so much! >///< (And you know I would love you without getting your presents too, ne? ;D)
You all were so creative, trying to perfectly hit my taste! It´s so touching that you all thought about me and my weaboo taste xD" so carefully... I hope you all feel the same about the presents I gave to you! x3

Just some of the things I got:
♥Koakuma Ageha Dec. 2010 issue♥
♥Milk chan usagi cellphone pouch♥
♥Nyanpire plushie♥
(if I push his hand, he´s saying: "chii kure nya!" -> "I want your blood, nya!" So cuuute! :´D)
♥Hello Kitty calendar 2011♥
♥Sushi starter kit. lol♥
♥Hello Kitty pajama♥
♥"Angel Heart" perfume♥


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?

♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥

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Merry Christmas to all of you, may you all have a wonderful holiday full of joy and happyness!
♥ ♥ ♥


BONUS PIC:
Santa Nyanpire ufo-catcher!
Sweet as sugar, isn´t he? :´D
I bet he wants to wish you all a Happy Holiday, too! x3
Merry Christmas, let me drink your blood, NYAAAA~N! x3


Pic sponsored by nao nao chan, thank youuuuu~! x3


It´s such a sweet, sweet life, isn´t it?